The difference between peace and war in life is how people see a situation. In order to have peace, you must not have hatred. In order to have war, you need hatred. Now, I'm not sure about the rest of you, but peace is much better for everyone than war, even when it is a war of life. What do I mean by this? Simple. I attempted to try to be nice to a certain someone that I've been at war with for about 18 months, give or take 3. In all honesty, she has nothing to be pissed off about BUT she is. Her "masks" that she wears seem to either dissolve when I'm around OR she is just trying to toy with me. In any case, I tried being nice. I don't want to have to worry about someone hating me nor do I want to hate anyone in return. I'm torn apart each and every day knowing that I've f'ed up in the past because of stupid dreams and ambitions. Now that I'm on the right path, I want to make it right to someone who f'ed up with my life. BUT, it seems that people in this world these days don't want peace but rather war. They would rather see peoples lives be torn apart, people die, etc.

In any case, I'd like to update those who care about my writing (which isn't too many at the moment). I haven't wrote anything in several months but I've been DYING to. I have so much to write about but I can't seem to find the spark to ignite the writing process. I have stories and poems both in mind but I can't seem to put it on paper or type it up on this computer. Hopefully, I can find that spark again and put out some good things for you all to read.

I hope to hear from some of you so that I can be encouraged to write a little sumthin'-sumthin'. (zOMG my Texas Native Language is coming out! SOMEONE SAVE ME! )